Thursday, August 16, 2007

facebook, and a walk down memory lane

I was up till 1:00 am looking at old year books and remembering old times. Facebook made me do it, I dug out my old journals- yes I've kept them all except the ones I had hidden in that basement suite and forgot when I moved.
Boy was I an emotional mess when it came to men. The sad thing is I see some similarities to my youthful relationships and the one I most recently was involved in. The good thing is all those times I thought I loved someone I was wrong- except for Keith who was the one love of my life- the others I don't feel for at all anymore. I had forgotten all that longing and turmoil that seemed so excruciating at the time. Silly girl. The good thing I learned was this too will seem silly in a short time. I regressed into my youth in that relationship. Not a place I want to be revisiting.
On the other hand we had a lot of fun in those good old days. Party's like crazy. I remember getting high with Stevie and laughing my ass off. Tears running down my face. Till my mother called. She always did. He was a good friend. I fucked that friendship up.
But the past is just that- past. As fun as it is to walk down memory lane it is also gone. i can reconnect with old friends here and for that facebook is a blessing but you can't go back.
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